Heart of Rose (Page 11)

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Help! I need help with being helped.

Asking for help is difficult. I think it is challenging for a few reasons and they are based on my view and perspective of what it means when I say "hey I need help, could you assist me?" Here is what goes

5 June 2020 · 4 min read

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Hiding - Hidden - Unseen

I run. Towards the forest and the trees. Towards the rivers and the lakes. Towards the desert and the hills. Towards the deep and the plains. I sink. Deeper into the black. Further into the hole. Scratching the earth for a place to bury.

28 May 2020 · 1 min read

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Live [Abundantly]

"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly." – John 10:10 NRSV I think it is pretty clear in this scripture that life with Jesus is supposed to be

25 May 2020 · 3 min read

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Fear

I am STILL afraid of close relationships. Define "close" for us please. Sure. When I say "close", I mean physical closeness, mental closeness and emotional closeness. I fear these things for reasons I am sure come from relationships I have

21 May 2020 · 2 min read

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Repetition

I was singing a worship song that I love and as I continued to sing, I realized that the song only repeated itself. I then began to think of other songs I have sang in church and have grown up hearing around my house

18 May 2020 · 3 min read

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Lament

Lament [https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-1-d&q=define+lament]: 1. a passionate expression of grief or sorrow 2. an expression of regret or disappointment; a complaint There is a book in the bible titled Lamentations. This book is

15 May 2020 · 4 min read

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Fill My Cup, Lord!

A friend asked that I would write what the expression "fill my cup, Lord" meant to me. To me, saying fill my cup Lord, is a cry for the Lord's help because where I am needs change and most importantly,

30 April 2020 · 1 min read

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Avoidance vs Addressing

If you were to look at my time with the Lord after falling into sin, you would see me avoiding eye contact with my heart. I have realized, the importance of going before the Lord and addressing my heart. Going to the Lord after

13 April 2020 · 2 min read

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Response

I have been studying the book of Malachi lately. In the first chapter I noticed the word of the Lord was given to Malachi for the people of Israel. When I started the second chapter, I noticed the word of the Lord given to

6 April 2020 · 2 min read

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Comfort

in the deep i scream i gasp for a hand to hold for a breath of air once more in my selfishness i scream not for company but for separation i scream for distance and beg for isolation I do not open up to

18 March 2020 · 2 min read

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