in the inner man
a sweeping
a draining
a purging
in the inner man
a mist
a sprinkle
a downpour
inside of me // a change // a breaking // a freedom // a newness
I've cried these tears before/ They are nothing new/ But the year on my calendar
has changed/ At one point the tears stopped flowing/ But my cries were still
heard
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I worry when I cannot see the plan. When things seem too blurry to comprehend, I
start asking questions and thinking "God where are you", my prayers are filled
with my
I have been having a hard time writing. While this is not the first time I have
had "writers block", this is the first time I have experienced it to this
Let your eyes look directly forward,
and your gaze be straight before you.
Keep straight the path of your feet,
and all your ways will be sure.
Do not swerve to the right
"And he said, “Let anyone with ears to hear listen!”
Mark chapter 4, the parable of the sower. For those unfamiliar, the parable is
taught by Jesus and he is telling those
I promise I’m not depressed
I just needed to lay down and rest
Because working 40 hour weeks is tough
I promise I’m not depressed
I just feel the weight of
The downpour happens quickly
From an overflowing vessel it falls
Leaping into what has been vacated
Left for loneliness and destined for
Abandonment
The stains from the previous tenant
Have been left on
center blocks tumble
and hit the ground
and break dime sized
pieces of hope
wind decides
to blow itself
elsewhere
and left hope
and joy
with unclipped wings
trees sit still
left to
"I don't mind waiting" this is the response I gave the Lord not too long ago.
Ever since, I have been wrestling with not being frustrated in this waiting.
I am realizing with the help of the Holy Spirit that being gifted and being
called are two different things.
When I was in the 10th grade, I sat outside my house and