When will my time be over I have wrestled and tried to stand tall My feet fail me and my mind is weak Your truth It comes and goes just like the waves

"I don't mind waiting" this is the response I gave the Lord not too long ago. Ever since, I have been wrestling with not being frustrated in this waiting.

Father, I come to you in my dry place and I call on your name. I am in need of your guidance and of your strength. I have been struggling to use the

I am realizing with the help of the Holy Spirit that being gifted and being called are two different things. When I was in the 10th grade, I sat outside my house and

a tiny box lies open before me, i am unsure of what to put inside, maybe i will offer a cry, a shedding of tears; a letting go of feelings too strong to

I have been having a hard time at work. I no longer enjoy the workplace I once enjoyed. One day during a lunch break, I decided to seek the Lord's face

Asking for help is difficult. I think it is challenging for a few reasons and they are based on my view and perspective of what it means when I say "hey I

I run. Towards the forest and the trees. Towards the rivers and the lakes. Towards the desert and the hills. Towards the deep and the plains. I sink. Deeper into the black. Further

"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly." – John 10:10 NRSV I think it is pretty clear

I am STILL afraid of close relationships. Define "close" for us please. Sure. When I say "close", I mean physical closeness, mental closeness and emotional closeness. I fear these

I was singing a worship song that I love and as I continued to sing, I realized that the song only repeated itself. I then began to think of other songs I have

Lament [https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-1-d&q=define+lament]: 1. a passionate expression of grief or sorrow 2. an expression of regret or disappointment; a complaint There is a book

A friend asked that I would write what the expression "fill my cup, Lord" meant to me. To me, saying fill my cup Lord, is a cry for the Lord'

If you were to look at my time with the Lord after falling into sin, you would see me avoiding eye contact with my heart. I have realized, the importance of going before