a tiny box lies open before me,
i am unsure of what to put inside,
maybe i will offer a cry, a shedding of tears;
a letting go of feelings too strong to
I have been having a hard time at work. I no longer enjoy the workplace I once
enjoyed. One day during a lunch break, I decided to seek the Lord's face
I personally didn't know how to respond, I didn't know how the Lord wanted me to move or to speak and I wrestled with my own heart position in relation to where it was expected to be....
Asking for help is difficult. I think it is challenging for a few reasons and they are based on my view and perspective of what it means when I say "hey I
I run.
Towards the forest and the trees.
Towards the rivers and the lakes.
Towards the desert and the hills.
Towards the deep and the plains.
I sink.
Deeper into the black.
Further
"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have
life, and have it abundantly." – John 10:10 NRSV
I think it is pretty clear
I am STILL afraid of close relationships.
Define "close" for us please. Sure.
When I say "close", I mean physical closeness, mental closeness and emotional
closeness. I fear these
I was singing a worship song that I love and as I continued to sing, I realized
that the song only repeated itself. I then began to think of other songs I have
Lament [https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-1-d&q=define+lament]:
1. a passionate expression of grief or sorrow
2. an expression of regret or disappointment; a complaint
There is a book
If you were to look at my time with the Lord after falling into sin, you would
see me avoiding eye contact with my heart. I have realized, the importance of
going before
I have been studying the book of Malachi lately. In the first chapter I noticed
the word of the Lord was given to Malachi for the people of Israel. When I
started the
in the deep i scream
i gasp for a hand to hold
for a breath of air once more
in my selfishness i scream
not for company but for separation
i scream for
Out of uncertainty you have come alive.
Out of unbelief you have taken flight,
mounted the skies above you,
shaken the clouds with your mighty breath
and twisted the sun until it looked