"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have
life, and have it abundantly." – John 10:10 NRSV
I think it is pretty clear
I am STILL afraid of close relationships.
Define "close" for us please. Sure.
When I say "close", I mean physical closeness, mental closeness and emotional
closeness. I fear these
I was singing a worship song that I love and as I continued to sing, I realized
that the song only repeated itself. I then began to think of other songs I have
Lament [https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-1-d&q=define+lament]:
1. a passionate expression of grief or sorrow
2. an expression of regret or disappointment; a complaint
There is a book
If you were to look at my time with the Lord after falling into sin, you would
see me avoiding eye contact with my heart. I have realized, the importance of
going before
I have been studying the book of Malachi lately. In the first chapter I noticed
the word of the Lord was given to Malachi for the people of Israel. When I
started the
in the deep i scream
i gasp for a hand to hold
for a breath of air once more
in my selfishness i scream
not for company but for separation
i scream for
Out of uncertainty you have come alive.
Out of unbelief you have taken flight,
mounted the skies above you,
shaken the clouds with your mighty breath
and twisted the sun until it looked
I need healing.
I have had some experiences in life that have broken me. In small pieces or in
big pieces, all in all I have been broken.
What I am coming to
I am seen.
I have always wrestled with being seen. I have never really been the outgoing
and extroverted person, I am more reserved and to myself. I prefer to be in the
Psalm 37:4
"Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Jesus, I have been wrestling with what I desire. I have been wrestling
I am learning that I need to keep the truth of what the Lord says about me fresh
in my mind. It has become a little too easy to forget, in my forgetfulness