i thought i lost you.
dropped you somewhere between then and now,
there were no bread crumbs reminding me
of how far we had come. there were no
red strings, marking the path
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it is hard to move, to shift, to breathe new air, when a plan has not been carefully charted.
going with the wind sounds fun but when the gusts pick up and threaten
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sitting still and just being have never been easy,
responsibilities heaped on top of responsibility,
no end to the demand i have been expected to keep up with.
there is a chair, but
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I often search my mind for memories of you,
Sometimes I find them easily, a flower bud at the first of Spring,
Other times the search is more difficult, - a green leaf
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I have been going through a lot of changes as I have been a mother now for 4 months! I am not sure what I thought motherhood would be like, but I can
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there is more to see and come to know. the darkness cannot exist in your light. so shine. release the fire within. the flickering does not mean an end is near. it signifies
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Definition One: One such as a spokesperson, through which views are expressed
Definition Two: a person, newspaper, etc., that conveys the opinions or sentiments of others; spokesperson
In order to convey the opinions,
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Morning seems to come quicker
than night likes to stay
The stars decide they need sleep too
And hide behind the clouds while the sun yawns
Sending the birds of the air into
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One of the hardest truths for me to believe is that I am not alone. There are moments when I know and believe it but I think more times than not, I forget.
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Your patience with me
Smooth, flows over every hard “no”
Dismantles every “please stop”
Sees the fear behind those words
For hugs never did me any harm
Kisses on the shoulder, arm or
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i cannot seem to balance
i find myself swaying right to left
left to right, center does not seem to exist.
i am floating. in and out of focus.
how did i get
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there is no disguise,
no camouflage needed
eyes can see but they do not perceive.
it is a smile,
placed on the face of a body
so exhausted by pleasing
it seems genuine.
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Me and responsibility have a strained relationship.
Ever since I could remember I was deemed the "responsible one" in my family. I
wore that title. Expressed mostly in expectations as opposed
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no plans were made. no dates were set. no new conversations were had. no times
were set. no preparations were made. nothing was set in stone. yet you came.
you are coming. life
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