If you were to look at my time with the Lord after falling into sin, you would
see me avoiding eye contact with my heart. I have realized, the importance of
going before
I have been studying the book of Malachi lately. In the first chapter I noticed
the word of the Lord was given to Malachi for the people of Israel. When I
started the
in the deep i scream
i gasp for a hand to hold
for a breath of air once more
in my selfishness i scream
not for company but for separation
i scream for
Out of uncertainty you have come alive.
Out of unbelief you have taken flight,
mounted the skies above you,
shaken the clouds with your mighty breath
and twisted the sun until it looked
I need healing.
I have had some experiences in life that have broken me. In small pieces or in
big pieces, all in all I have been broken.
What I am coming to
I am seen.
I have always wrestled with being seen. I have never really been the outgoing
and extroverted person, I am more reserved and to myself. I prefer to be in the
Psalm 37:4
"Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Jesus, I have been wrestling with what I desire. I have been wrestling
I am learning that I need to keep the truth of what the Lord says about me fresh
in my mind. It has become a little too easy to forget, in my forgetfulness
Faith is not the absence of reality. In fact, faith is pulling the impossible
into our reality, by calling on the name of Jesus.
One of my favorite scriptures is Mark 9:24,
To be obedient there has to be a desire to follow the voice of the one speaking.
In order for me to fully surrender my will and my own agenda to the Lord
I wrestle with impatience from time to time. It stems from my constant checking
of time, I am always in a rush. I never leave my house without something in my
hand. The
Observe what the Lord your God requires: Walk in obedience to him, and keep his
decrees and commands, his laws and regulations, as written in the Law of Moses.
Do this so that
There is more than one way to experience heart break, the most common way it is
spoken of is when it comes to having your heart broken by someone we are in a